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I remember coming back from my honeymoon.

This was my second marriage.

I was (and still am) madly in love with Chuck.

We had just spent 10 glorious days on Vancouver Island.

The Bed and Breakfasts were amazing.

The food delicious.

The sights beautiful.

Our time together very special.

You would think I would be ready for our new life together.

You would think I would have been happy.

But I was anything except happy.

I couldn’t sleep at night.

I cried all day.

I couldn’t work.

I felt like I needed to run away.

I didn’t want to run away from Chuck.

I didn’t want to run away from our life together.

But there was something inside me.

It was deep and full of:

  • Sorrow
  • Grief
  • Pain
  • Fear

It was overwhelming.

For days, weeks, months it consumed me.

I put on my happy face for others.

But doing that was exhausting.

I was totally drained.

I remember waiting until Chuck was asleep at night …

Then I would sneak to my car and drive.

I thought I could drive away from this pain.

But it only made it worse.

During those nightly drives, I began to think about my life and death.

I began to believe my life wasn’t worth living.

I began to contemplate how I could end my life.

That was 24 years ago.

It took a year of hard personal work and working with a professional.

That was the best hardest year of my life.

It was also a turning point for me.

It was when I decided to:

  • Stop stuffing the pain from my abuse.
  • Stop pretending it didn’t happen.
  • Stop acting like I was fine.
  • Start doing the work to heal.

It was when I realized all the years of stuffing the pain …

Had an accumulated negative emotional effect on me.

It had thrown me into a deep depression.

Thank goodness I learned:

  • You can heal your past.
  • You don’t have to stuff your pain.

By working on your healing, you can find:

  • Happiness
  • Peace
  • Self-worth
  • Self-love
  • Acceptance
  • The life you want.

I know it feels:

  • Scary
  • Overwhelming
  • Hopeless

But I want you to know it doesn’t have to be that way for you.

I remember what it was like for me.

I understand what it might be like for you right now.

I know what your life can become …

When you are ready to do your healing work.

That life you want to have is pretty awesome!

So, when you are ready to:

  • Heal your past.
  • Claim your new life.

I am here for you.

Just click: Schedule My Free Consultation With Cindy

I will help you!